Hey guys, it is another sleepless night. You know what, I am learning to look at things more positively. I hope everyone in the world realizes that they are blessed in one way or another, and to never forget that. Never forget that for the obstacles that you face on a daily basis. Focus more on the things you value. Have a good night :)
About Me
- MailaBby
- I am a High School girl aspiring to be a makeup guru. Then again, in the future fighting crimes is my thing (lawyer). But other than that, I'm a child at heart & i love to have fun. I study as hard as i play. And my child heart will always stay ;]
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
The Other side
Hey guys, it is another sleepless night. You know what, I am learning to look at things more positively. I hope everyone in the world realizes that they are blessed in one way or another, and to never forget that. Never forget that for the obstacles that you face on a daily basis. Focus more on the things you value. Have a good night :)
Friday, November 18, 2011
Getting Things Done
Honestly you guys, we don't have legit excuses to not getting things done. We make ourselves believe negatively, and say I'm not good enough, I'm tired, I have time tomorrow...
You'll never accomplish anything that way.
Here I am 2 am in the morning. I have school in 6 hours and haven't gotten sleep yet.
I feel like I have absolutely NO time to waste.
I have so many opportunities and I've let many of them slip through my fingers.
Each of my 7 classes have assignments, projects, and presentations in need of my attention for it's completion. On top of that, I am co-treasurer and fundraising chairperson for my school health club, I am in the process of my senior project to get BOE recognition and hopefully graduate with honors, I have 2 jobs, and home responsibilities. As some of you may or may not know, during my leisure time (which is rare), I enjoy making videos for my YouTube subscribers.
^^ all of that and I am a High school senior. I'm also trying to fit in time to apply for colleges, and scholarships.
There are tons of events and activities for us seniors that I want to be a part of considering I never did go to any of these during my freshman through junior years. There's no doubt in my mind that I wasted a lot of precious time, but it's not too late to complete what I have on my list of goals.
This is a message for people to believe in their capabilities and simple struggles, or major struggles, don't have the power to keep us down.
God Bless, and Good luck :)
You'll never accomplish anything that way.
Here I am 2 am in the morning. I have school in 6 hours and haven't gotten sleep yet.
I feel like I have absolutely NO time to waste.
I have so many opportunities and I've let many of them slip through my fingers.
Each of my 7 classes have assignments, projects, and presentations in need of my attention for it's completion. On top of that, I am co-treasurer and fundraising chairperson for my school health club, I am in the process of my senior project to get BOE recognition and hopefully graduate with honors, I have 2 jobs, and home responsibilities. As some of you may or may not know, during my leisure time (which is rare), I enjoy making videos for my YouTube subscribers.
^^ all of that and I am a High school senior. I'm also trying to fit in time to apply for colleges, and scholarships.
There are tons of events and activities for us seniors that I want to be a part of considering I never did go to any of these during my freshman through junior years. There's no doubt in my mind that I wasted a lot of precious time, but it's not too late to complete what I have on my list of goals.
This is a message for people to believe in their capabilities and simple struggles, or major struggles, don't have the power to keep us down.
God Bless, and Good luck :)
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Looking forward to ...
Hey everyone ! Today a a super long day, but I managed through it.
I was thinking... about posting fashion pictures here on my blog. I was thinking about posting a ton of stuff here like, reviews, about my day, what's on my mind, fashion, makeup, etc.
I hope you like the idea, and don't forget to click on "follow" ;)
Zai jian ! ( bye in chines )
* Mailabby *
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
I hope I find my way back
I'm at the point in my life where I have absolutely no idea what I'm going to do next. My life is moving too fast and I'm not ready for it. It seems like just yesterday I was in middle school, not caring whether I listened in class or not because then, I was naturally smart. My mind could be completely out the door, and when the teacher assigned us a quick quiz, I'd pass it effortlessly. I used to be the kid others would ask for help on classwork, or people would refer to me as "the smart one". These days, I'm the kid asking for help.
It's not that I'm getting lazier. I actually WANT to complete all the tasks given to me. But, there are other factors in life that prevent me from doing so. I only have one life, like everyone else. It may be okay for others to use that time to stick their faces into their books but not me. I want to use this time to have fun because when I'm officially an adult, things would never be the same. I can't go back to being a kid and there would undoubtedly be much more responsibility.
My worse fear is near. I'm in my last year of high school. I promised myself that I would not procrastinate but a month into school, I already have missing assignments, failing a class, and falling way behind. This is not like me. I'm the type of person that goes to the internet a lot for answers because I'm an introverted person, and asking others is not an option. I find a lot of answers on the internet. I actually searched about the possibility of becoming stupider. I learned that being sleep deprived is one cause. I realized that my sleep patterns are completely jumbled. I sleep for 4 hours one night, and the next night I sleep for 13 hours. Less sleep than recommended makes a person sleepy, and more sleep than recommended also makes a person sleepy.
At my age, I'm worrying about work to help earn money to pay off college. I'm worrying about a "senior project" in school to be recognized by the BOE. I'm worrying about passing all my classes. I'm worrying about scholarships, SAT's and ACT's. I'm also worrying about responsibilities I have at home. My family tell me each day that I'm becoming lazier. I go out every chance I have with my friends but usually we just eat, and go home right after. This gives them the idea that I have all the time in the world, yet I'm getting nothing completed.
I'm also co-treasurer for my school health club, and chairperson for my clubs fundraising committee but I feel like I don't deserve it. I realized that I fake my way through everything, and that's not what I want to become... a faker. I realized that I take any chance I have to put off priority work. I used to have time to write in my diary every night. That has been a huge help to me when I needed to speak out my emotions but no one was there to listen. Blogging it out helps a bit too, and I know I'm not making much sense. This must be just a long rambling blog to most of you. But I don't care.
I just hope ....
I hope I find my way back.
* Mailabby *
It's not that I'm getting lazier. I actually WANT to complete all the tasks given to me. But, there are other factors in life that prevent me from doing so. I only have one life, like everyone else. It may be okay for others to use that time to stick their faces into their books but not me. I want to use this time to have fun because when I'm officially an adult, things would never be the same. I can't go back to being a kid and there would undoubtedly be much more responsibility.
My worse fear is near. I'm in my last year of high school. I promised myself that I would not procrastinate but a month into school, I already have missing assignments, failing a class, and falling way behind. This is not like me. I'm the type of person that goes to the internet a lot for answers because I'm an introverted person, and asking others is not an option. I find a lot of answers on the internet. I actually searched about the possibility of becoming stupider. I learned that being sleep deprived is one cause. I realized that my sleep patterns are completely jumbled. I sleep for 4 hours one night, and the next night I sleep for 13 hours. Less sleep than recommended makes a person sleepy, and more sleep than recommended also makes a person sleepy.
At my age, I'm worrying about work to help earn money to pay off college. I'm worrying about a "senior project" in school to be recognized by the BOE. I'm worrying about passing all my classes. I'm worrying about scholarships, SAT's and ACT's. I'm also worrying about responsibilities I have at home. My family tell me each day that I'm becoming lazier. I go out every chance I have with my friends but usually we just eat, and go home right after. This gives them the idea that I have all the time in the world, yet I'm getting nothing completed.
I'm also co-treasurer for my school health club, and chairperson for my clubs fundraising committee but I feel like I don't deserve it. I realized that I fake my way through everything, and that's not what I want to become... a faker. I realized that I take any chance I have to put off priority work. I used to have time to write in my diary every night. That has been a huge help to me when I needed to speak out my emotions but no one was there to listen. Blogging it out helps a bit too, and I know I'm not making much sense. This must be just a long rambling blog to most of you. But I don't care.
I just hope ....
I hope I find my way back.
* Mailabby *
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
My whole life :)
He came over today :) We watched some tv, went online, played with my nephew roy, and ate some snacks. It may sound pretty basic and not so special. But, to me, every minute with him is special . I love him <3
Monday, July 5, 2010
MINTED
I so lOVE this nail polish... bought it at a drugstore today. REVLON'S minted number 85. So perfect for the summer. I don't like mint candy or chocolate at all, nor do i like green but this nail polish is definitely an exception. I'm totally in love with it ! It's streaky at first, I recommend adding 2-3 coats for a more opaque
finish. It's pretty watery in the bottle but, it applies easily & it dries pretty quickly. Now, let's test out it's longwear :)
Belated HAPPY JULY 4th EVERYONE!
So I know Independence Day was yesterday. I hope you guys had a safe & fun day ! I went to Kaka'ako Waterfront Park here in Hawaii with my sister, her bf, my nephew ROY, my aunt and her family ! We stayed there for a picnic & bbq the whole day ... I rolled down the hill, & got all itchy but i think it was worth it :) We had a cardboard we could slide down the hill on & I have footage of that. If you want to see it, it will be posted on my youtube channel soon! Stay tuned for that and right now, I'm just relaxing... eating some McDonalds fast food. MAN! I gotta shed the McD's weight ! From the side my tummy's thicker than my legs! hahah, no but actually my legs are jus too skinny for my body. Oh well, getting side-tracked. Have fun for the rest of the day guys. BYE ;)
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